Self Defense Declined (a poem by Jack)

Cold steel.. Pressed against my bicuspids… Squeezed with a ironic passion by the meat of my upper and lower lip… My tongue flicks at the steel almost taunting it…

Cold rush… Eyes close.. And I just squeeze away… Releasing it all..

I just blew chunks of my brains out the back of my skill… It was the only means of self defense I could muster.. I felt my life threatened and that was the only course of action…

I gifted the world with the crimson of corrupted self indulgent thought…

I’m talking on a metaphysical level…

Ain’t nothin really happened..

Although, I did visualize it..

I often do..

Concentrating on the calculating details… Like what music would I have playing in the background…

Veracity intact…

It could never happen… Cause I’ve seen my death a thousand time..

Plays out like a C level movie…

My death will be by the hands of another…

poetically orchestrated..so cinematic that the wind will carry on my symphony..

Elegantly whispering sweet nothings in my ear as the time has arrived to fulfill my destiny…

You are my son and I am well pleased…

No longer burdened.. For burden has been fulfilled.. The Message will be retracted back to where it came from…

Back to the lips of the infinite word…

Back to harmonize with the preverbal bass…

And at the moment… All moments shall collide… Elevating me to the point of choices…

Infinite choices…

To be in the state of choice….

Will be to know Bliss…

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