Vertigo…
Sometimes I’m falling forever..
No fear of landing, splat…
Just free falling… Lack of any control…
In order to gain control one must completely relinquish any bounds… Any thought of control must vanquished..
Self-sacrificed…
And so I free fall… Body surfing through the clouds.. Until I hit bottom.. Until I hit consciousness… Until my body smashes into fragments of fragments and I’m at one with the void…
Devoid of any semblance…
A man divided.. A man amongst it all.. A man without a self.. completely scattered among the surface of the universe…
I can hear stars bleed…
And dolphins cry…
I can hear nymphs gaze…
And elephants fly…
It all becomes possible when I lose hold of reality… I have to relinquish control of it all… In order to gain control of everything….