Devil’s advocate, God’s contradiction (a poem by Jack)

We don’t have arguments..

Just unfortunate circumstances…

Two desperate minds with irreconcilable differences on a crash course towards fate..

We see each other.. And instead of one mind stepping aside for the other… We play a game of chicken.. That will eventually put both of our feelings in harms way…

Experience what you want… Who am I to tell you not? But beware of the entrapment of monotony… You eventually become your decisions…


Bawk!


You call yourself God… Yet you are devoid of experiences.. You rebuke emotion… If you do not know all… What kind of God are you?

Let’s just agree to disagree..

Don’t preach to me… Let me live… As you have..

Let me love… As you have…

Let me hate… As you have..

This is what I must be.. Must know… In order to transform.. And grow to what I need to be…

How can I reconstruct a masterpiece if I’m missing essential material…

Yet you disagree… Perspective is everything… And you have it all.. No one else is fit to have any.. So what they share isn’t perspective but in your eyes simply insolence…

Your vitriol goes undisputed.. And if I must be devil to your god… I am that I am… And if you choose to abandon me… 

You will know that I was here…

One way or another…

Your vitriol will be justified.. And we will allow fate to settle the score… Clean up the mess…

You’ll love me in the morning… You’ll have no choice… Because you’ll finally see what I’ve become…

It’s just unfortunate the circumstances by which it must be done…

Souls are lost over this shit… And you’re ok with that?

I guess for you it’s a win/win… You’ll get no argument from me there…

Bipolar entrapment… Irreconcilable differences… Duplicit compartmentalization… Self-denial…

No matter how much we fight… I am as much you.. as your are…

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